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Love Expectancy

Many people said that we would find love if we were not afraid of opening our heart, although only a little. Diana, one of the students in Symphony High School never felt in love with any boy. Although there were so many boys who wanted to be her boyfriend, Diana considered it as a platonic relationship.

One day, in Diana’s first day as a sophomore, she met someone who could make her eyes stopped blinking. He is tall, bright-skinned, handsome, and looked like George Harrison, the guitarist of The Beatles. Diana felt in love in the first gaze. Since that time, Diana used to day dream about him. She tried to look for his name, his class, his email, and all information about him. And yap… he is Dimas Jairaj, Diana’s senior at school.

Diana tried to make a relationship with Dimas. Everyday they were together and looked like a couple that loved each other. It was definitely what Diana wished, but Dimas neither. Dimas considered Diana just as his sister, also he though that it was just a platonic relationship. Actually Dimas felt in love with Desy, an exchange student from Japan.

Diana didn’t believe with what people said about Dimas. Diana’s face was white in terror. Diana hoped that it was not true. But out of blue, Diana found Dimas was caught red handed with Desy In a mall. They were in date! Diana tried to whitewash her feeling. Diana just could give a little grin to them and said that she was happy and hoped that their relationship would be prolonged and forever. It was definitely a white lie.

Diana tried to forget all about Dimas and thought that Dimas never came into her life. Unfortunately she could not! Diana used to be a single girl until she graduated her doctoral program in the age of 21. She was still in love with Dimas and she used to sing the poem from The Beatles:

I think of him
But he thinks only of her
And thought it’s only a whim
He thinks of her
Oh how long will it take?
Till he had the mistake he has mede?
Dear what can I do?
Baby’s in black
And I’m feeling blue
Tell me oh what can I do??

People did not know what was in Diana’s brain. She didn’t want to open her heart for another boy that was better than Dimas. However Diana didn’t care with that.

Once in the blue moon, while Diana was having her lunch at NannyNanny Restaurant, someone came and out of blue sat in the same table with her. Diana didn’t believe with what she looked at. It was Dimas.

“Dimas?” Diana asked him while her eyes were still stopping to blink.

“yes, it’s me. I hope you still remember me, don’t you?”

“………..” Diana couldn’t say anything.

“I am so sorry Diana. Now I know the truth. I don’t know what to say, but I can’t hide my feeling anymore.”

“I don’t understand what you mean.”

“well.. honestly, I broke up with Desy. I don’t love her anymore.”

“but why? You love Desy, right?” Actually a little smile couldn’t be hidden from Diana’s lips.

“she had an ulterior motive. She didn’t love me. I was just the second in her heart.”

“ ow I’m so sorry to hear that… I hope you will find someone who is better than her.” And definitely Diana wanted herself as the better one for Dimas.

“Diana…”

“ya?”

“I am so sorry, may be in time ago I really used to love Desy and had an opinion that our relationship was just a platonic. But,, since you were not with me, my heart was not in the pink anymore. I started to think about you and I really lo…..” Dimas stopped talking and he inhaled some air deeply. Diana’s heart trembled so fast that her zigomatic bones were shaped in pink color.

“you really what??” Diana asked Dimas.

“love you. Ya, I really love you.”

They were silent for a while.

“you must be kidding me, right?”

“why I have to joke? Don’t you believe me?”

“emh…”

“Diana, I don’t want to be your boyfriend. I just want to be your husband. Do you want to accept my love?” Dimas asked Diana while his hand was holding Diana’s hand. Diana couldn’t say anything. Diana started to cry in paroxysm and shook her head up and down.

“I hope your movement say yes..”

They huge each other and released their feeling. They started to talk about their marriage and place for doing honey moon. Their relationship would not end until the fairy of death separated them.

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Puisi Dari Aidh bin Abdullah Al Qarni

Part 1

Seandainya anak panah tidak dilepaskan dari busurnya..
Pastilah ia tidak akan mengenai sasarannya..
Seandainya banjir tak mengalir dengan deras..
Pastilah ia tak akan menyatakan dirinya yg menghancurkan tembok..

Ketika singa sudah mengamuk..
Mubuhnya akan dilumuri darah rusa..
Dan menghadiahkan kematian kepada sapi jantan..
Ketika serigala sudah membabi buta di daerah kekuasaannya..
Ia akan mendapatkan seekor kijang dan pulang dgn membawa buruannya..

Seandainya matahari tidak berputar..
Tentu dia akan bosan..
Jika air tidak mengalir tentu ia jadi kotor..
Seandainya angin tidak berhembus..
Dia tidak akan menebarkan harumnya bunga..

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Hidup dan Mati

Hidup
Mati
Hidup
Mati
Hidup
Mati
Hidup
Mati

hidup
mati

apakah hidup?
Apakah mati?
Apa?
Apakah itu?

Ketika dipaksa membagi dua pusat syaraf untuk menentukan pilihan
Ya
Ini pilihan dari Tuhan
hidup dan mati

ketika satu bintik sel dipaksa berfragmentasi untuk menentukan tujuan
Ya
Ini memang tujuan
hidup dan mati

ketika atom oksigen menentukan siklus hidupnya
Ya
Ini memang penentuan
Hidup dan mati

Ketika cinta pada-Nya mengalami kebimbangan
Ya
Ini memang suatu kebimbangan
Antara hidup dan mati

hidup adalah hidup
kau hidup sahabat!
Disaat udara keimanan mengalir ke dua balon pernapasanmu

kau bersamaku sahabat!
Menghirup oksigen nikmat dari-Nya ini

Mati adalah mati
disaat keimananmu tertimbun oleh tanah kezaliman yg kau gali

Bangkitlah sahabat!
Bangkitlah dari kuburanmu!
Engkau belum mati!

Dibawah payung pengampunan
Kau bisa meminta pilihan itu pada-Nya

Hidup dan Mati

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Simfoni keraguan

Kaki kecil melangkah..
Diantara kegelapan malam..
Dikelilingi harmonisasi derik jangkrik..
Menyusup ke pori terkecil imajinasi..

Semua nampak kosong..
Ketika gemuruh petir menggelitik jiwa..
Tertawa dalam ketidakpastian..
Tersenyum dalam keraguan..

Dua kaki kecil melepuh..
Dipaksa diam dalam tuntutan waktu..
Menentukan antara ada dan tiada dalam ketiadaan tak berarti
..
Tak ada yg salah
tak ada yg benar
hanya simfoni keraguan yg berduet dgn ketidakpastian..

ya..
tidak..
namun
apa?
Hanya simfoni keraguan..

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Apakah aku tahu?

Aku tahu..
Ketika aku terbelenggu
Oleh cengkraman imajinasi kalbu
Terbesit dari bayangmu
Menyeretku ke padang tandus
Mencekoki mulutku berkata haus

Dari sentuhan kejahatan cintamu yang mulus

Ya..

Aku memang tahu

Dalam ketidaktahuan

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