My Future?

I don't even know why i have to make this note. I just feel confused with a lot of thing on my self, yap, especially my future.

When i was in primary school, i used to dream to be an engineer. That's because i really loved math. I always got 100. Math seemed like my best friend. For surprised, i hate natural science. Wkwkwkwk...



When i was in secondary school, i was still loving math. Not only loved math, i also loved physics. For both of them i always got 100 or 98. The school took me as the physics olimpaid participant. However, at that time, i felt something different. I felt that my pasion was on social science. I began to love geography more than everything include math and physics although i knew my geography score was lower than math. I don't care.... You know what, because of geography, i used to dream to be an ambassador. Ohoho, and still, I hate natural science (exept physics) especially biology. I always got 60 for this lesson. Ngoooook!!! Ya, so silly!



When i was a freshman in senior high scool, i really really hate math and physics. How can i got score lower than 60 for those lessons?? I thought i had to remove the word of 'engineer' from my head. Damn for it!!! What about my biology lesson? Ahaha, say 'fuck' for it! As always, i got lower score. My geography lesson was better, but i didn't have any passion anymore with it. So where was my passion? For surprised, that's on art!! Then i dreamed to be an artist..



When i was a sophomore (natural science class), my math score was better. Wow!. But actually my physics score was worse!! haha, so funny, wasn't that? Actually, my biology score was raising up. I couldn't believe that the school took me as the biology competition participant. Not only that, they also took me as medical science participant!! And u know what, my biology score was trully better!! My book result marked biology as the highest score. Then i dreamed to be a doctor.



Now, i am in third grade of senior high school. My biology score still the best on result book. The scool still believe on me to participate some biology or medical competition.

One day, i read the geography in library. Oh God, i still love Geography!! I was crying!! I realized that I love making map, i love reading about a country, i love exploring everything about this lesson. Then, i thought, why i entered science class which no geography there?? I want to be an ambassador hey!!! In the other side, i love studying biology and i want to be a doctor!!


But damn! My parents want me to go to some faculties on ITB which will make me an engineer. Helloooooooooooooooo, my physics score is not good, Dad!! (ya, exept when i was in secondary)

Honestly, i prefer University of Padjajaran (faculty of medicine) to ITB. Okeh, i could be the student of ITB, but definitely i will be nuts! Hahaha

So what should i do?
Should i go to faculty of medicine?
Should i go to other faculties?

I really love medical science. Also, i love geography!!









Bandung, 3 January 2012
Vera Dianwari